What is that man for me? why im with him? why i feel pain for his depature? why i still cry if i see him? why i still cry if i hear the lil paris saying good bye? why i still cry if i see him with his children when they was happy? why i still cant belive that he is gone? why i still fight with my friends and family for his dignity? why is he so important to me if i never meet him, i never saw him face to face, he never knew that im here? why is he in my heart every single moment of my life? i honestly dont have the absolutly answer...i just know i luv him, i just know he fills my heart everytime im think of him, i just know that saw his smile make me feel alive, i just know he make me belive that i can be happy some day, i just know i need him to be alive..how i came to this point? i dont know? am i crazy? no! im not, cause, for the first time in my life i feel love, fraternal love for a man, for the first time in my life i feel i can trust him, belive him even he is dead, cause he is still here with us, i dont know how i belive that, but i belive, i just belive, for the first time in my life i belive with out a reason, i really belive! and it feels really good, i fell i can love, i can trust, i can dream, i can wish, and since i left my chilhood and happiness behind me i stop beliving that this was possible, but it is, and is the most beautifull feeling, is really warm, pacefull and sweet and i wont stop feeling like this never again, cause i feel im living again...i was dead, but now i feel im living again and thats wonderfull.
So like i sayd before...when i was a lil girl and my parents relation ship was ending, he and his music was my salvation, but was a bad memory too, thats way i decide to leave him behind, but now he`s back in my heart and thank to the gorgeous paris, i figured something more...i always wanted to have a dad, just like her father, but i cant, i naver cant u.u and that hurts me cause i dont understand why i have a dad like mine...i dont know why...i would like to have an answer, cause i really dont know why he hates me so much, i dont get it, but im guilty too, cause i hate him too ú.ù and i just cant go back and forgive him, belive him, or love him, to me is impossible, my felling for him are really could and strong, so that makes me belive that mj is like the father i will never have XD and thats one of my reason to love him ^^ and i know he isnt my father and he never will be, but im gratefull, cause he help me in the most painfull moments of my chilhood...so thks beloved mj ^^

And now i dont think he is an angel...i really know he is!!!

Thk u Michael, for have been here, for make us happy, for give us so much love, for belive in us even when us dont belive, thks for help us and held us...!!





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