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Who is Michael Jackson for me?

Sat Oct 3, 2009, 8:57 PM
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Historia de un sueño-La Oreja De Van Ghog
  • Reading: the journal -_-
  • Watching: the monitor xD
  • Playing: the keyboard =D
  • Eating: nooothing XDDD
  • Drinking: nothing
What is that man for me? why im with him? why i feel pain for his depature? why i still cry if i see him? why i still cry if i hear the lil paris saying good bye? why i still cry if i see him with his children when they was happy? why i still cant belive that he is gone? why i still fight with my friends and family for his dignity? why is he so important to me if i never meet him, i never saw him face to face, he never knew that im here? why is he in my heart every single moment of my life? i honestly dont have the absolutly answer...i just know i luv him, i just know he fills my heart everytime im think of him, i just know that saw his smile make me feel alive, i just know he make me belive that i can be happy some day, i just know i need him to be alive..how i came to this point? i dont know? am i crazy? no! im not, cause, for the first time in my life i feel love, fraternal love for a man, for the first time in my life i feel i can trust him, belive him even he is dead, cause he is still here with us, i dont know how i belive that, but i belive, i just belive, for the first time in my life i belive with out a reason, i really belive! and it feels really good, i fell i can love, i can trust, i can dream, i can wish, and since i left my chilhood and happiness behind me i stop beliving that this was possible, but it is, and is the most beautifull feeling, is really warm, pacefull and sweet and i wont stop feeling like this never again, cause i feel im living again...i was dead, but now i feel im living again and thats wonderfull.
So like i sayd before...when i was a lil girl and my parents relation ship was ending, he and his music was my salvation, but was a bad memory too, thats way i decide to leave him behind, but now he`s back in my heart and thank to the gorgeous paris, i figured something more...i always wanted to have a dad, just like her father, but i cant, i naver cant u.u and that hurts me cause i dont understand why i have a dad like mine...i dont know why...i would like to have an answer, cause i really dont know why he hates me so much, i dont get it, but im guilty too, cause i hate him too ú.ù and i just cant go back and forgive him, belive him, or love him, to me is impossible, my felling for him are really could and strong, so that makes me belive that mj is like the father i will never have XD and thats one of my reason to love him ^^ and i know he isnt my father and he never will be, but im gratefull, cause he help me in the most painfull moments of my chilhood...so thks beloved mj ^^

And now i dont think he is an angel...i really know he is!!!

Thk u Michael, for have been here, for make us happy, for give us so much love, for belive in us even when us dont belive, thks for help us and held us...!!


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Marcela:blackrose:

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Name: Marcela♥ (Aluna)
Age: 18
From: Colombia
Bday: January 24 -_-"

L0U3:

:iconloveredplz: The anime, manga, Japan, music, drawing, painting, singing, eating, plushies, cats, the moon, cherrys, the xmas, the vacations...
:iconloveredplz:Michael Jackson's children, mis rolitos:iconloveredplz:
:iconloveredplz: Miguel Angel, Rumiko Takahashi, Michael Jackson, Nobuhiro Watsuki, Clamp...
:iconloveredplz: Nana Mizuki, Hyde, Onmyouza, Michael Jackson, Janet Jackson, Celine Dion, Christina Aguilera, Marc Anthony, Laura Paussini...
:iconloveredplz: Titanic, Ju On, Ringu Aka...
:iconloveredplz: Red, black, green, white, purple, pink...
:iconloveredplz: Chinesse food

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H4T3:

:iconloveblackplz: Reggaeton, math, routine, bugs, home works, January...
:iconloveblackplz: Paris Hilton, Debbie Rowe, Arnold Klein, Joe Jackson, Alvaro Uribe, My dad
:iconloveblackplz: Saw
:iconloveblackplz: Blue, yellow
:iconloveblackplz: Pineapple, beans, onions

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  • Current Residence: Paisalandia...Donde lo uniko q se hace es montar en metro! >x<
  • Interests: Draw and Sing, Manga y anime, Japanesse culture, Indian Culture and Titanic Ship
  • Favourite movie: Titanic, Ju On 1 y 2, Aka ringu aka 1 y 2, Devdas...
  • Favourite band or musician: Onmyouza, Nana Mizuki and Hyde♥ / MJ, Marc Antony, Janet J, Laura P, Cristina A.
  • Favourite genre of music: jpop, jrock, celtic musik, chinesse music, ost music / Pop, Rock.
  • Favourite artist: Rumiko Takahashi, Nobuhiro watsuki y Clamp /Michael Jackson, Michael Angelo xD
  • Favourite poet or writer: Erilenne and Angie san!!!
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Wallpaper of choice: Manga walls
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kagome Chan, Oboro Dono
  • Personal Quote: "Ne?"
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil and paper xD

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Comments


:iconlareinamargay:
Viste que al final banearon a esta tonta?

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Se lo merece por insultarnos! :pointandlaugh::iconarisakitsuna::iconprojectilevomit2plz:

PD: Te enteraste que el padre de Jordan Chandler está muerto? :omg:

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If you make sure you're connected
The writing's on the wall
But if your mind's neglected
Stumble you might fall
Stumble you might fall
Stumble you might fall...
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:icontsuki-yue:
ah si...creo q lei la noticia el fin d semana O.O q cobarde!!! ¬ ¬ y la chika XD ah kien la manda a ser tan metidita? XDDD

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Midori-chan is from june 25th ¬ ¬
`Tell me why i can`t be there where you are...´
:iconlareinamargay:
Fue un HDP!!! Espero que ese HDHDP de Jordan ahora se atreva a decir toda la verdad :X

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If you make sure you're connected
The writing's on the wall
But if your mind's neglected
Stumble you might fall
Stumble you might fall
Stumble you might fall...
:sing:
:icontsuki-yue:
si!!! deberia soltar todo antes d q le corten esa lengua d vibora q tiene >.>

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Midori-chan is from june 25th ¬ ¬
`Tell me why i can`t be there where you are...´
:iconnicholasashford:
Hey gracias por tus favs como siempre :hug:

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-. "Death smiles at us all. All a man can do is smile back." .-
:icontsuki-yue:
con mucho gusto ^^

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Midori-chan is from june 25th ¬ ¬
`Tell me why i can`t be there where you are...´
:iconmeggy-mjj:
Thanks for the fav :D

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R.I.P Michael Jackson you will be forever loved and missed xx
1958-Forever
Check out my gallery for a special section full of my Michael Jackson works. xx
:icontsuki-yue:
y w ^^

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Midori-chan is from june 25th ¬ ¬
`Tell me why i can`t be there where you are...´
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Thanks for fav [link] ^^

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yw ^^

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Midori-chan is from june 25th ¬ ¬
`Tell me why i can`t be there where you are...´

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